But I'm getting used to it so it isn't as painful as it used to be. I have gotten rid of all my social media so I'm not really getting any feedback anybody any longer. It's painful and lonely but I reckon it's better this way. I'm facing reality head on. It is what it is. You guys take care.
I'm a Total Loser Because...
FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!! IT SEEMS EVERYONE CAN GET WHAT THEY WANT AND LOOK GOOD, BUT NOT ME!!!! FUCK ALL YOU BASTARDS!!!! CAN I WIN AT LEAST ONCE!!!!! FUCK ALL YOU BASTARDS!!!!!!!
Once again, I saw someone laughing at me today. Why does everyone laugh at me? Am I really a funny looking person?? I could never win. All people do is stare and laugh at me all today. It was would be nice for once if someone doesn't laugh or make fun at me.
I had a birthday two days ago, and although I got a book on gospel music, I'll still be a loser no matter what a person says.
2016 Loser, 2017 Loser.
Can I win at least fucking once????!!!!! Can I have least once have fresh breath???? Can I at least once by attractive???!!!!! Can I at least once be intelligent???!!!!! CAN I FUCKING WIN FOR ONCE???!!!!!
I know I was a loser!!!! I just took the same college course for the 4th time and failed again!!! Failed again!!! Fucking Failed again!!!!! Is this my role in life???!! Was I meant to be a loser???!!!! I see what my purpose is now. I fucking hate smart people!!!!!! Why couldn't I be someone that's intelligent??!!!! Why do I have to be so fucking dumb!!!!!! I am sick of this shit!!!!!!! Sick of being dumb!! Sick of having bad breath!!!! Sick of being laughed at!!!! Sick of being humiliated!!!! I've been at my job for almost 6 years, and I sill haven't gotten a promotion!!! I sick of fucking people winning all the time and I can't win at least one!!!!!