I had a birthday two days ago, and although I got a book on gospel music, I'll still be a loser no matter what a person says.
I'm a Total Loser Because...
2016 Loser, 2017 Loser.
Can I win at least fucking once????!!!!! Can I have least once have fresh breath???? Can I at least once by attractive???!!!!! Can I at least once be intelligent???!!!!! CAN I FUCKING WIN FOR ONCE???!!!!!
I know I was a loser!!!! I just took the same college course for the 4th time and failed again!!! Failed again!!! Fucking Failed again!!!!! Is this my role in life???!! Was I meant to be a loser???!!!! I see what my purpose is now. I fucking hate smart people!!!!!! Why couldn't I be someone that's intelligent??!!!! Why do I have to be so fucking dumb!!!!!! I am sick of this shit!!!!!!! Sick of being dumb!! Sick of having bad breath!!!! Sick of being laughed at!!!! Sick of being humiliated!!!! I've been at my job for almost 6 years, and I sill haven't gotten a promotion!!! I sick of fucking people winning all the time and I can't win at least one!!!!!
I don't see why people think I am not a loser, but I have the qualifications of being a loser. I'm a nerd, I have no chance of having a girlfriend, I'm socially inept. Do I have to say that I'm a rare species of the Black American male?
From the moment I leave my apartment in the morning, people stare and laugh at me until I get home. Everywhere I go, I look up and see people laughing at tme.
I wonder how it feels to be a winner. I've been at my job for almost 6 years, and can't get a promotion. Sometimes, I hate being SPECIAL ED!!! Maybe if I was a smart person, I could do better in life. I also wonder how it feels not to have bad breath. Maybe if my breath wasn't so bad, I would finally get a kiss from someone. I also need serious work on my teeth, but I can't afford braces. Maybe if I was intelligent, I could get a college degree and could get a better job. Why do I have to be a TOTAL LOSER???!!!