I'm a Total Loser Because...



May 4, 2015

I Have Nothing Going For Me

Hello, I'm a 20 year old female with no future. Just to summarize, I have been dropped from 2 colleges. One being a community college and the other a technical school. All you need to do to get into those schools is to graduate high school. That's how easy they are and I couldn't even keep my pathetic self together to complete those. I have no job and I still live with my mother and grandmother who both think I'm a failure anyways. I used to get straight As, but now I can't even get myself to show up to class. I don't know what interests me. I don't think anything does. I also don't know how to drive and don't have a license so I have to walk everywhere or get my mother to drive me. I'm so useless. I do have a boyfriend, but I'm so fat and ugly, I don't think I've ever NOT seen him check out any woman that walks his way. I can't make any man love me for me instead of spreading my legs to them. I don't really know what love is or how to act. I sit in my room and sleep about 16 hours a day and just stare at the wall or watch t.v. the other 8 hours. I have no friends because they all go out drinking or partying and I have no money or a car and they think I am boring so I obviously get left behind. When asking anyone to help me or just listen to me they just sit there, listen, nod, and change the subject. Maybe I just complain too much. I am a pitiful loser after all. When asking my mother if there is any chance I might have bipolar disorder or depression she replies with "no, you just complain a lot. get a hobby" I think she is right. Here, at home, I am not really aloud to leave. I am, but I will be ignored an "forgotten" if I do so. I am to be home every night to have the kitchen, dining room, and my room cleaned. I must also have dishes for 6 people washed all night and the fridge emptied every night. I do as I am told because it's the only time I get any compliments from them... if I am lucky. Cleaning for them is all I am good at.




May 4, 2015

I thought i was at least good enough, thought i was of value, at least something, but countless rejection, always questioned, always undermined, overlooked, passed up, turns out its me, just someone who thought wrong, someone who had the head up their ass and didnt even know it. I would watch the world and everything thats happening in it, and thoought is was soo messed up, that i knew something, but i have been proven wrong, beating down and shown what i really am. There right, i cant even prove my self value, because someone smarter than me, better than me in so many ways can show me otherwise. i understand hate now, its a self-defense mechanism to protect, but for me to hate anyone, when i realize im the problem, is pointless and irrelavent. If i had the courage, i would do the world a favor and rid of myself, but i cant even do that. So what do i do? just sit behind a screen, where its a little safe. Cant really talk to anyone, and i understand, there too busy doing great things to be brought down or concern themselves with meaningless shit like this, like me.

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May 3, 2015

I'm going through the same thing ImminentDOOM is going through. I started university this year and I've never been this unhappy in my life. I'm actually sitting on the cold bathroom floor right now, crying so hard that I'm starting to get a headache. I've always been one of the smart people in school but now I'm failing and having a really hard time keeping up. Being smart was the only thing I had and now it feels like that has been taken away too. I've always been fat and on a diet, pretty since I can remember anyway. I'm still fat though. I've never had a boyfriend and for many, many years I didn't even have someone I could call a friend. I have made some friends at uni buy they SUCK!! All they care about is themselves and they don't understand me at all. My best friend is at another uni and she's studying something I wanted to study so badly but I didn't get in. I don't blame her, well not anymore, I just seem to miss her lately. And maybe envy her a little too. It just feels like life isn't getting better for me. I keep trying but somehow I always end up on the bathroom floor. I'm very depressed but unfortunately suicide isn't an option for me. I know I'm going to he'll but I'm just scared to be there now. I don't even know if I believe in that crap anymore. How can I believe in a God or be thankful when I hate every moment of this life. If He really loved be He wouldn't have made me in the first place. I hate Him, I hate everyone in my life. I can't do this anymore 

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May 1, 2015

Hi,

I am a 20 year old female college freshmen stuck in a seemingly infinite loop. I am not good at anything and I could forgive myself if I were at least attractive. The only reason I am in college is because I want my family to not think I suck. Well, I do. I am failing miserably in my classes because I am lazy, and have no interest in anything. College, to me, is a futile attempt at justifying my meaningless existence  Sometimes I feel as though my life is a sick joke. I realize  that there are forget people worse off than me, but I'm too busy being selfish and living in a constant state of self pity. My family try to avoid conversation with me to avoid having to listen to my negative thoughts. So, I have nobody to talk to except my self. Starting in middle school, I have been in and out of therapy but to no avail. Medication didn't help either. It seems that I am stuck. They The only thing that appeases me is sitting in my room, playing the Sims 3 for hours on end. I am the epitome of a loser; I don't know what else to do. The only reason I haven't killed myself is due to a fear of hell. No social skills whatsoever. I don't have any friends left which sucks because once I flunk out of college, I'll be stuck at home knowing I am a complete and utter disappointment and waste of space. I've given up on the pursuit of love and accept that the only way I will be intamate with anyone is literally, in my dreams. I don't need to breed anyway. 




April 28, 2015

I Am So A loser that every time I go on this Website I Click I Am So A Loser I Forgot my Password. I Just Hate it xD.

 

 

 

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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