Once again, I saw someone laughing at me today. Why does everyone laugh at me? Am I really a funny looking person?? I could never win. All people do is stare and laugh at me all today. It was would be nice for once if someone doesn't laugh or make fun at me.
I'm a Total Loser Because...
I had a birthday two days ago, and although I got a book on gospel music, I'll still be a loser no matter what a person says.
2016 Loser, 2017 Loser.
Can I win at least fucking once????!!!!! Can I have least once have fresh breath???? Can I at least once by attractive???!!!!! Can I at least once be intelligent???!!!!! CAN I FUCKING WIN FOR ONCE???!!!!!
I know I was a loser!!!! I just took the same college course for the 4th time and failed again!!! Failed again!!! Fucking Failed again!!!!! Is this my role in life???!! Was I meant to be a loser???!!!! I see what my purpose is now. I fucking hate smart people!!!!!! Why couldn't I be someone that's intelligent??!!!! Why do I have to be so fucking dumb!!!!!! I am sick of this shit!!!!!!! Sick of being dumb!! Sick of having bad breath!!!! Sick of being laughed at!!!! Sick of being humiliated!!!! I've been at my job for almost 6 years, and I sill haven't gotten a promotion!!! I sick of fucking people winning all the time and I can't win at least one!!!!!
I don't see why people think I am not a loser, but I have the qualifications of being a loser. I'm a nerd, I have no chance of having a girlfriend, I'm socially inept. Do I have to say that I'm a rare species of the Black American male?
From the moment I leave my apartment in the morning, people stare and laugh at me until I get home. Everywhere I go, I look up and see people laughing at tme.