I'm a Total Loser Because...



July 29, 2014

Like a miscarriage, I began with promise.  But here is my current situation:

1. Unemployed with a family to support

2. Mental illness (bipolar disorder)

3. In debt, due to reckless impulse spending

4. Frequently suicidal

5. Living with my parents-in-law

6. No interests

7. Nothing to contribute to society

8. A burden to my family

9. No desire or need to leave the house

10. I am posting on this site

I'm a total loser.  I wish that I had been a miscarriage or stillborn. 

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July 29, 2014
I'm a total loser because I am useless in everything and I am not good at anything. Don't get me wrong I try to like stuff but I get my ass kicked in everything. I always tried to be smart but sometimes learning can be boring so I play video games. Also I am going to college in about a couple of weeks and I don't even have a major lined up. Not to mention that I don't even have my license yet so I just stay at home till my mom comes home which sucks. My dad left me because he has more kids that he cares about. Also I haven't gone through puberty yet. I am taking some kind of medicine but it is barely working. I am poor, overweight, and shy to be around anyone because I always get called a baby or something. Also my brother left my family because he hates me so he blamed me for something that I didn't even do. I suck at sports, learning, music and pretty much everything else. I can kind of sing but I'm so shy I don't have the balls to sing to other people. I have never dated anyone in my entire life and sometimes I wish I could die. My entire 4 years of high school also sucked because I got picked ON BY FRESHMAN!!! So if you think that your life sucks than check again because my life is the worst. Also I live in a horrible neighborhood.
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July 29, 2014

  1. pathetic pathetic said: I'm an Unwanted Ugly Duffer. Everything I ever say or do prove to be futile. I have no friend who values me as i value them. There is no girl on earth attracted to me, yet I do not have any visible damage or anything unbalanced. I can't even express my lo


July 28, 2014

So, I found this book instead by James de Garmo called the right question and I downloaded it but was too chicken to get the discount for sharing it on fb which meant I paid full pop but it is honest to jebus self help for total Losers, you can tell he understands what it's like to read under the covers with a flashlight as an adult. Lives someplace tropical now and probably snags the kind of drunk tourist girls I wish I could get to look at me, though I long for love it's probably more realistic to pick bottles for a $5 hand job now and then. Anyhow when everybody else in self help is teaching mantras and overnight millionaire crap he is using doing the dishes as a goal, that's our kind of book. So I'm only half Sucky today because I found a new hero

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July 22, 2014

Iam hungry and have no money right now (while typing this ofcourse) . I feel this site is my friend where i see lot of them having situations like mine . Ofcourse in real life i have no friends. I fantasize myself living a lonely life in which i live in a lonely house and do stuff talking to myself and where everyfuckingone i know have been married. I always look at beautiful girls and wonder how lucky their boyfriends are to get a girl like that. Iam very shy to talk to girls. Once in a year some girl talks to me and i think of that moment for my whole fucking life. I think that that girl likes me. People dnt give me anything . They dnt talk to me either. I love animals. Atleast they dnt speak ill about me. Universe , why did you make me like this ? Please support me and help me or erase me .

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July 22, 2014

i revealed my weakness to my friends and society .i am  24 years old. did  not go for work . never nurtured a single plant or a pet .i spent my time sleeping . gaming watching porn. could'nt complete degree. my family members think i am failure . religious people think i am out of religion . all i could do is sleep as much possible . get to office .simply sit there retutn at night . so shy to go to market. village people will incure about my situation .

now the only hope of life  is either runaway from state  or suicide