She passes away on July 27, 2013, at around 1:06AM. Life will not be the same ever again, it's the end of an era, it's the end of a way of life.
I was not there when she died; someone said its probably because she loved me the most among all the children. But I don't think so, I think I did not deserve to be there. This is exactly what happens when you don't see what is there right in front of you, you are blinded by the meaningless things that constitute your modern life. I got angry and irritated with her the last time I had a full conversation with her, now I have to live with it for the rest of my life. I will always remember that day and the unpleasant Skype conversation I had to go through. I can't even cry now, there is just no respite, wish I could just sit down somewhere and cry. She was a good person, she knew what was important.
PS: I just needed to write it somewhere.